i feel, in pieces...
collecting the thoughts of time.
overwhelmed by memories
of the living and the dead.
as the rain clouds arrive,
in my mind, it pours.
i feel numb,
in between emotions that surround me,
i feel stuck in a place, unable to be free.
i cannot move for my body does nothing,
i anticipate hunger for some sence of normality.
but all i feel is empty, unsure of this reality.
in this dream like state, that i don't wanna accept
i know its never too late, to try to wrong the rights
within my life and my subconsious which taunts me.
i just look for some way out of this insanity.
i am happy and sad,
i am thankful and regretful,
all my feelings cancel themselves,
leaving me numb and hollow.