I try...

I try...
by: Shea Scoggins

I try to pretend like nothing is wrong,
Yet still I feel trapped inside myself.

I try to make everyone happy,
Yet I am the one that isn't.

I try to persaude myself that this is where i was meant to be,
Yet feel so far away from my heart.

I try to stop the tears from falling,
Yet they soften the skin below my eyes.

I try to reach for my beloved,
Yet he is nowhere to be found.

I try so hard to do what is right,
Yet I am only hurting myself.

aww, my baby is hurt.. I wish i was there... big hugs and kisses, hang in there sweetness

it's so hard when i try so hard. all i want to do is be happy and i can't be because there is always someone bringing me down.