ramblings

well... i get really bored and write notes to myself so i can remember what i was thinking about at that particular time, i usually do like 4 a day... but i did 2 in chemistry today and i thought id share (freak you out, inspire you, w/e) my ramblings

irrationality...
logic?
REFINE logic.
no logic is impeccable... yet
create own rationality; find oneself
work...
WORK! lazy bum...
potential = untapped?
or drained?
vigorously refine ideals
is irrationality logical?
ponder deeply; re think life, everything
again.
quit?
laugh at quitters
scum needs to go...
unhappy bliss
blissful pain?
pain the key to defeat irrationality?
can that idea be misconstrued?
yes, but at what level?
at what level can irrationality... perhaps...
defeat pure logic?
RETHINK everything! tonight!

then i wrote this one like 10 min later...

constant...
pain?
pleasure?
how do i define that which has never been defined previously?
could the pain be witholding me?
or the only thing keeping me going?
pity... really.
horrible, disgusting even
how can i pity myself?
why do i feel bad now?
especially when there is nothing logically to feel?
is that feeling... of non feeling...
that what i have pity of?
or is it...
incompetence?
irrelevance?
loneliness?
why do i deem it logical to repel myself from... when...
perhaps it makes TOO much sense for my logic?
are my expectations of failure of all...
holding me back?
more pondering... DAMMIT!
tonight... shall be another long night....
like all of them have been...



idc what you think, 2nd one makes me think im >.>

wtf o.o

yeah... im fucked up


deal with it

Learn to use your words better, and these can be some of your best poems.

fucked up is as fucked up does

big*buck wrote:Learn to use your words better, and these can be some of your best poems.

eh... well, im just wondering...

did any of you have a clue to what i was referring to?

considering they're YOUR thoughts and most of the time the only people to get their thoughts are only themselves...sooooo I'm gonna say no..

first one is about, comprehension of what could surpass logic, how these things could/couldnt happen, etc
second one is about MY comprehension of what could surpass MY OWN logic, and why i allow for certain flaws, and how that is flawed in itself, and my incompetence to disallow it.

all in a good thought

(these things take me like 2 min tops fyi)

very nice shadow, you're on your way to becoming a good writer, just keep writing down those thoughts inside, and soon you can work on a poetic structure, if that is what you wanna do

shadow.....9.9 out of 10 people would not have guessed that -.-

Tool wrote:shadow.....9.9 out of 10 people would not have guessed that -.-

yet you didnt... Idiot.

umm...no. How am I an idiot when 9.9 out of 10 people don't get it? That means only .1 person would get it, meaning I am not an idiot but just part of the majority...and majority rulez! >.<

you know that I'm too lazy to think or comprehend both logical and relevent statements spoken by an individual who substantially only wants to further justify their placement or purpose or position amid the world population and to find concrete evidence as to why they live each day they do...


>.>

did you read the invisible print? xD