Our convo today. I assume he wouldnt mind me posting... since he didnt really say anything bad imo...
[15:11] *King*Daedalus: wtf do u want, fag
[15:11] *pWp*T@D*: I figured you would want my xfire name as well... I posted my IP for ya.
[15:12] *pWp*T@D*: your wife tried to add me the other day... so I added you.
[15:12] *King*Daedalus: i changed my mind, im separating myself from quake forever
[15:12] *King*Daedalus: my wife left me
[15:12] *pWp*T@D*: why cant you just be yourself? Im sure you are a nice guy in real life... as I posted.
[15:12] *King*Daedalus: i am being myself
[15:13] *King*Daedalus: but there is
[15:13] *King*Daedalus: one thing
[15:13] *King*Daedalus: i was holding from you guys
[15:13] *pWp*T@D*: I just dont see why you posted what you did... photo wise...
[15:13] *pWp*T@D*: that was completely sad to see.
[15:13] *King*Daedalus: ive hated cops for what they did to me
[15:13] *King*Daedalus: first my father, now me
[15:14] *King*Daedalus: they ruined my life
[15:14] *pWp*T@D*: but... that hatred wasnt shown... casue noone would have known about the pic if I didnt find it.
[15:14] *King*Daedalus: they shot my father to death for no fucking reason....
[15:14] *King*Daedalus: well
[15:14] *King*Daedalus: not a good reason
[15:14] *pWp*T@D*: so you went to the PA why then?
[15:14] *King*Daedalus: it wasnt for no reason
[15:15] *pWp*T@D*: cops kill your dad... so you become one... then in 3 months after the PA... you get canned?
[15:15] *King*Daedalus: i ojnly joined the force so i coulsd get some information on the police chief so i could fuck him up through court over my father's death
[15:16] *King*Daedalus: that was the ONLY reason i joined besides the paycheck
[15:16] *pWp*T@D*: All im saying, and I said.... was just be you. Theses stories arnt helping. You wanna use my name? Fine... you wanna ruin me, enjoy..... but man.... you need to look deep down inside and find what the root of the problem is.
[15:17] *pWp*T@D*: I dont think your a bad guy... I just think you are misslead
[15:17] *King*Daedalus: listen, sorry for getting all evil on you, its just my wife left me this morning, and now all my friends hate me
[15:17] *pWp*T@D*: thats why I said... u need to find the root of the problem
[15:18] *King*Daedalus: its gotta be the alchohol and smokes
[15:18] *pWp*T@D*: online... nopt including your personal life, wife wise.... you created
[15:18] *pWp*T@D*: if your online friends are upset with you..... pinpoint what started it...
[15:18] *King*Daedalus: ever since i started drinking, ive been pmsing >.>
[15:18] *King*Daedalus: its the goddamn picture
[15:18] *pWp*T@D*: I believe the photo was teh beginning
[15:19] *pWp*T@D*: yes
[15:19] *King*Daedalus: i hate myself for posting it now
[15:19] *pWp*T@D*: I wouldnt be that harsh on yourself....
[15:19] *King*Daedalus: they all think im a low life scum now
[15:19] *pWp*T@D*: but yes, you made a mistake.
[15:19] *pWp*T@D*: and your recent posts..... well, they arnt helping. Am I worried u can hack my computer or ruin my name? Not at all...
[15:20] *pWp*T@D*: Am I concerned about you... I am
[15:20] *pWp*T@D*: I care, even if I dont know people. I hate seeing people head down the wrong path.
[15:20] *King*Daedalus: i have a program that can hack you but i trashed it out of fear that the cops would get me too :S
[15:21] *pWp*T@D*: There is no 1 way program to hack a computer outside of the levels that neither of us know about..
[15:21] *pWp*T@D*: again, Im not, and was not worried
[15:21] *King*Daedalus: its not a program EXACTLY
[15:21] *pWp*T@D*: I would have to have something to allow access... I dont
[15:21] *pWp*T@D*: well, either way... I wasnt and am not worried anyway
[15:21] *King*Daedalus: its a beta version of my friend's hoimemade virus
[15:22] *King*Daedalus: but im not going to do either
[15:22] *pWp*T@D*: Im concerned about you... and why you feel the need to snowball this problem.
[15:22] *pWp*T@D*: if you were yourself... the true u....
[15:22] *pWp*T@D*: people may actually like u
[15:23] *King*Daedalus: yeah, i try to be the true me, but sometimes it gets out of hand and i go off the tracks
[15:23] *King*Daedalus: i even quit my band
[15:23] *pWp*T@D*: I can understand...
[15:23] *pWp*T@D*: but thats the time u take a step back
[15:23] *pWp*T@D*: take a look
[15:23] *pWp*T@D*: see why things end up that way
[15:23] *pWp*T@D*: then work on that
[15:24] *King*Daedalus: i quit my band to make things better, and im going to start AA classes in a couple weeks
[15:24] *King*Daedalus: sorry for making your day shit, if i have so far
[15:25] *King*Daedalus: i just had so much pent up rage
[15:25] *King*Daedalus: and it had to come out one way
[15:26] *pWp*T@D*: my day has been fine.. honerstly
[15:26] *pWp*T@D*: Ive been threatened b4..
[15:26] *pWp*T@D*: its not a new thing
[15:26] *King*Daedalus: :S still, it was a horrible thing for me to do
[15:27] *King*Daedalus: and now, my wife is gone
[15:27] *King*Daedalus: my life is crap
[15:27] *pWp*T@D*: Ive been there... trust me...
[15:27] *King*Daedalus: and i had to take it out on something
[15:27] *pWp*T@D*: I know how it can be... but you have to make sure you can mentally comprehend where fantasy and reality starts and stops...
[15:28] *pWp*T@D*: you seem to be bluring those lines
[15:28] *King*Daedalus: im not a fantasizing type
[15:28] *King*Daedalus: >.<
[15:29] *King*Daedalus: the few things i lied about were 'how long i played quake' which is 10 years in fact.
[15:29] *King*Daedalus: and
[15:29] *King*Daedalus: that picture
[15:29] *King*Daedalus: and still being a cop
[15:29] *King*Daedalus: among a few others
[15:30] *pWp*T@D*: well.. like I said, just be u... you may find out people actually like u... and can be there when theres a need for support.
[15:31] *King*Daedalus: ive just been an ass to everyone, including my friends, i doubt poison and snipe will forgive my idiocy, i dissed the hell out of you, how much lower am i gonna drop?
[15:32] *pWp*T@D*: farther until you start climbing back up...
[15:32] *pWp*T@D*: thats your choice
[15:32] *King*Daedalus: :S true that
[15:34] *pWp*T@D*: well... let me know if u need any help...
[15:34] *pWp*T@D*: Im gonna log off for now.... Pz until I see you again..
[15:34] *King*Daedalus: pz