well as i've bitched and whined about it before, today they finally gave me a solid diagnosis for ONE of my problems. Chronic Dislocation, attributed to extra bone growth in my wrists, ankles, and right shoulder area.
but what is really fucking pissing me off is the fact nobody can tell me why i don't gain weight no matter what i eat and how much food i eat, why i have random fits of coughing blood and nosebleeds, why on three occasions in the past month my right eye's tear duct leaks blood, and why i feel like i'm losing my fucking grip on reality about halfway through the day EVERY FUCKING DAY.
every day about an hour after lunch for the past few weeks, i space out and my attitude towards things changes, as if i'm in withdrawls from lack of niccotine or something, even though i don't smoke.
best part? the fact that i've been going to doctors for this ever since my wrists began to pop out of place about 4 and a half years ago and they couldn't tell me a goddamn thing, they just NOW gave me a diagnosis for THAT and they can't tell me anything else. WHAT THE HELL? are they giving fucking liscenses and degrees to total fucking idiots now?
Rant over.
PS: what they could tell me is that the problems related to my overall health was, quote, "possibly genetic".
but what is really fucking pissing me off is the fact nobody can tell me why i don't gain weight no matter what i eat and how much food i eat, why i have random fits of coughing blood and nosebleeds, why on three occasions in the past month my right eye's tear duct leaks blood, and why i feel like i'm losing my fucking grip on reality about halfway through the day EVERY FUCKING DAY.
every day about an hour after lunch for the past few weeks, i space out and my attitude towards things changes, as if i'm in withdrawls from lack of niccotine or something, even though i don't smoke.
best part? the fact that i've been going to doctors for this ever since my wrists began to pop out of place about 4 and a half years ago and they couldn't tell me a goddamn thing, they just NOW gave me a diagnosis for THAT and they can't tell me anything else. WHAT THE HELL? are they giving fucking liscenses and degrees to total fucking idiots now?
Rant over.
PS: what they could tell me is that the problems related to my overall health was, quote, "possibly genetic".