Lost

Lost
By: Shea Scoggins

I just found out tonight
My whole world has been turned upside down
I have a brother
and I have had to fight
To find out anything

I always felt abandoned
and never felt the love.
and now i know about him
i hate my mother so.

I have thought a lot about this
I have hated for so long
and now i know its time
to find my brother who was given away.

I felt like I never knew myself
always felt something was missing
I always felt like I was lost
come to find my brother is...

awww, im here for you, come to me i'll change your world around. <3

wow...it sucks that you never knew..but look on the brightside, at least now you can have another friend and supporter in your life ^-^

i know nothing about him.... but that he is 22 no name no thing... :/

well...instead of thinking about how little you know about him and being negative, think about how fun it will be to meet him and get to know him and tell childhood stories, etc.

do you really think he would want to hear childhood stories about being locked ina room and being beaten by my moms gf?

...I'm just trying to help you think positvely

i'm sorry i don't hav a positive right nwo...prolly best to just let me be. I have a lot of skeletons coming out of the closet and they are smacking me in the face. It's hard right now...

Glad you know the truth Shea. If you need any help let me know. I'm a good tracker.

I really appreciate that Tim. Right now I'm just trying to decide whether it's a good idea to try and contact him or allow him to be on his own. Sometimes ignorance is bliss.

Squ!rrel wrote:do you really think he would want to hear childhood stories about being locked ina room and being beaten by my moms gf?

uhm....wtf........sorry...but idk whats going on !! : O

did you read my poem? or just one or two of the posts.

i read it...im not much on "reading inbetween the lines" : X

i have a brother that was given up for adoption. I didn't know about him until last night. My whole life I have spent trying to find myself and my family. Was always hidden from the truth. Now I am trying to find it out...and I am really floored by the way that life really happened.

Seems as tho I have given myself a distorted memory of the way things happened in order to protect myself from all the heartache and pain. I am 27 and my lost brother is 22.

so...u have no idea where ur bro is? O_O thats awful

yes it is...