As a year comes near I remember everything
The way you told me everything would be okay
That you would be there at the end of my day
To hold me and embrace me
Things never reached more than that
We acted as little kids who play on the swings.
Complete innocence.
The world was our playground.
Wanting to explore and look at things differently.
Trying to find ourselves.
Lost in the world around us.
But 3 words could quickly change all our plans.
“I have cancer” was all I needed to hear to make me fall to my knees.
To make me cry.
To make me realize that you wont always be here.
I can remember they way you smiled.
The way you always said hello.
But you being gone doesn’t mean I forget.
You are still here.
Holding me.
Embracing me.
Things never reached more then that.
I know from heaven you are looking down,
Watching over me.
Making me smile.
Telling me I will always be okay.
Through the good and the bad.
Paul is my guardian angel.
Protecting me and loving me forever.
I can never forget.
Forever seems indefinite.
A word that’s so limitless.
So undefined.
A word that can go on till the end of eternity.
In all reality forever can be stopped short.
You can say I love you forever.
But do those words really coexist in the same.
A heart can stop beating and a mind can erase.
A love can go unforgotten and breathing can cease.
Forever seems short.
To love someone so much and then to lose.
To lose sense of reality.
To have him gone, forever.
One day he’s the wind in your hair,
The next he’s the stillness of a enclosed room.
Emptiness, cold and alone.
His presence still lingers.
His words can still be heard.
His love for you can still be felt.
But the memories of his life slowly fade.
Time doesn’t stand still.
Your life moves on and I love you seems more distant.
His touch feels more as a
His words are perceived as a whisper
And the power of I love you has less meaning.
The power of his loss is more captivating then reputed.
Your memories diminish.
Forever in your heart you will always love,
You will always love the one who can make time stop with his smile
His compassionate and longing heart for you.
His I love you whispers daily but It can still be heard in the wind.
The wind will never cease so his words will go on forever.
He will love you forever.
He will be your guardian angel forever
The way you told me everything would be okay
That you would be there at the end of my day
To hold me and embrace me
Things never reached more than that
We acted as little kids who play on the swings.
Complete innocence.
The world was our playground.
Wanting to explore and look at things differently.
Trying to find ourselves.
Lost in the world around us.
But 3 words could quickly change all our plans.
“I have cancer” was all I needed to hear to make me fall to my knees.
To make me cry.
To make me realize that you wont always be here.
I can remember they way you smiled.
The way you always said hello.
But you being gone doesn’t mean I forget.
You are still here.
Holding me.
Embracing me.
Things never reached more then that.
I know from heaven you are looking down,
Watching over me.
Making me smile.
Telling me I will always be okay.
Through the good and the bad.
Paul is my guardian angel.
Protecting me and loving me forever.
I can never forget.
Forever seems indefinite.
A word that’s so limitless.
So undefined.
A word that can go on till the end of eternity.
In all reality forever can be stopped short.
You can say I love you forever.
But do those words really coexist in the same.
A heart can stop beating and a mind can erase.
A love can go unforgotten and breathing can cease.
Forever seems short.
To love someone so much and then to lose.
To lose sense of reality.
To have him gone, forever.
One day he’s the wind in your hair,
The next he’s the stillness of a enclosed room.
Emptiness, cold and alone.
His presence still lingers.
His words can still be heard.
His love for you can still be felt.
But the memories of his life slowly fade.
Time doesn’t stand still.
Your life moves on and I love you seems more distant.
His touch feels more as a
His words are perceived as a whisper
And the power of I love you has less meaning.
The power of his loss is more captivating then reputed.
Your memories diminish.
Forever in your heart you will always love,
You will always love the one who can make time stop with his smile
His compassionate and longing heart for you.
His I love you whispers daily but It can still be heard in the wind.
The wind will never cease so his words will go on forever.
He will love you forever.
He will be your guardian angel forever
